3/23/05

i got to visit my cousin today. her name's jill. pretty sweet bitch all things considered. shes my aunt on my dads sides daughter so she has my last name. some people got super fucking confused and thought she was my sister. hell to the fuck no shes got long blonde hair and blue eyes while ive got brown hair bordering on black with green eyes. she's around the same age as i am and weve been like two testicles in a ballsack pretty much ever since i was a kid. ive been seeing her less and less since she got into high school which suprised the both of us because her middle school grades were some capital F guano bullshit. she seemed less herself when i met with her. is this the female prime directive where at a certain point they lose all their rambunctiousness and get really fucking glassy eyed because jesus christ i miss the way she used to be. i would rather have an insane bitch as a cousin rather than someone who barely seems to listen when i talk to her. she started singing gently to herself at one point. it wasnt even a song it was fucking jack and jill ran up the hill. what???