4/9/05

okay i left off at a weird part yesterday. im still shaken up by what happened. im posting this just so i can get help okay? im not a fucking attention whore. okay?

heres what the letter said

”Hey guys.

I’m sorry. I’ve been running away for too long. I have overwhelming problems I’ve been needing to deal with. I just thought I’d see you guys one last time before I left. Old times’ sake, you know?

Bottom line. I don’t want you guys to come looking for me, okay? You three are my best friends in the whole world and I trust you with this. If anybody asks where I’ve gone, say you don’t know. Don’t show this letter to anybody.


Thanks for everything,

Mike Gutierrez”


i started panicking like literally any normal person would. you get the news that one of your best friends is gonna do some dumb shit what can you do but panic message people? i added both tyler and johnny to a private room and here’s the transcript in case it somehow helps in finding him please help us find him


OnlineHost: ShadowZengetsu76 added BigPimpinGoku_666 and neutralmilkhotelfan to IMPORTANT

ShadowZengetsu76: DID MIKE SEND YOU GUYS SOMETHING

ShadowZengetsu76: ANYTHING?

ShadowZengetsu76: GUYS THIS IS IMPORTANT

BigPimpinGoku666: Is he not joking

BigPimpinGoku666: Because this is exactly the type of bit he would pull and then laugh in our faces

neutralmilkhotelfan: no he wouldn’t do something this extreme

neutralmilkhotelfan: im with you man this is sketch as shit

ShadowZengetsu76: literally what is he doing??? did you guys tell anybody

BigPimpinGoku666: I’m still not convinced frankly

BigPimpinGoku666: I still think this is a particularly bad bit he’s doing just for the sake of clowning on us

neutralmilkhotelfan: did he also send you guys a dave matthews band cd btw

ShadowZengetsu76: yeah?

BigPimpinGoku666: Why is that important

BigPimpinGoku666: But yeah

neutralmilkhotelfan: he told me during lunch one day that dave matthews band is super important to him

neutralmilkhotelfan: because his dad introduced him to it and we all know what happened to him

neutralmilkhotelfan: told him that his dad had shit taste and he punched me in the stomach

ShadowZengetsu76: what the fuck.

ShadowZengetsu76: dude why would you say that

ShadowZengetsu76: wait then he wouldnt just give out the cds willy nilly.

neutralmilkhotelfan: that’s what alarms me the most

neutralmilkhotelfan: this is serious shit

BigPimpinGoku666: Goddammit now I’m getting anxious

BigPimpinGoku666: Are we sure it’s going in the direction we think it’s going

ShadowZengetsu76: its pretty obvious at this point.

ShadowZengetsu76: wait im gonna message him just to make sure

BigPimpinGoku666: Why did we not do that actually”



so i go to message him.



“ShadowZengetsu76: hey man. i read the letter you gave me. are you good is this a bit?”



nothing.



“ShadowZengetsu76: this bit sucks i hope you know that.

ShadowZengetsu76: this isnt funny mike.

ShadowZengetsu76: fuck this. im going to your house. this is the last time you pull some shit like this okay.”


and so i do. i bike all the way to his house and every moment sucks ass. the sky was already red. fifteen minutes pass and i finally get there. his mom answers the door and asks whats up. i ask is mike there and she says he left three hours ago. she didn’t say anything about where he was going apart from the football game and assumed he was hanging out with us. it hits me. this is what i was scared of that he wasnt kidding about anything in that fucking letter. and just in case i brought it over. i didnt have my backpack so i had to hold it the entire time i was biking.

ive never seen someones face drop so fast. i swear i could see her heart break in her eyes

i dont remember getting home. all i remember is entering my room and looking at my computer still open on the messages to mike’s account.



“ShadowZengetsu76: what did you do?”