tyler messaged me.

BigPimpinGoku666: Hey, man

BigPimpinGoku666: Listen

BigPimpinGoku666: I’m sorry about yesterday okay

BigPimpinGoku666: I’m just scared for you

ShadowZengetsu76: you didnt have to show it in that way.

BigPimpinGoku666: Yeah, I get that

BigPimpinGoku666: I understand how you feel about the whole situation, trust me

BigPimpinGoku666: We’re all going through hell right now

BigPimpinGoku666: But regardless I do have to bring some stuff up

ShadowZengetsu76: are you gonna parrot the same shit about me needing to live in the moment again.

ShadowZengetsu76: because im gonna close the chat if you do.

BigPimpinGoku666: I just needed to make sure you at least heard that

BigPimpinGoku666: But no

BigPimpinGoku666: This is different

BigPimpinGoku666: Namely I noticed the weird fucking canker sores all over your body

BigPimpinGoku666: And your eyes

ShadowZengetsu76: ?

ShadowZengetsu76: what about them.

BigPimpinGoku666: You can correct me if I’m way off the mark here

BigPimpinGoku666: But weren’t they green

i dont know how i hadnt checked before. i went over to the bathroom and finally took a good look at myself for the first time in a while. my hair is overgrown and im starting to grow stubble finally. ive got killer acne that i had only just noticed that it hurt. but tyler was right. i should have green eyes. my mom always took that as a point of pride for me because thats what i really got from my dad.

they werent anymore. instead they were jet black with one blue speck in each eye. when i looked closer it almost looked like a spiral staircase when youre at the top looking down. rings on rings going down with a slight brown at the very very center.

ShadowZengetsu76: what the fuck.

ShadowZengetsu76: wait this is fucking cool. its like when ichigo gets sharigan.

BigPimpinGoku666: What are you on about? That’s a Naruto thing

ShadowZengetsu76: i knew that. its a joke you stupid asshole.

BigPimpinGoku666: Are you seriously not alarmed by both that and the fucking spots appearing all over your body

BigPimpinGoku666: Dude

ShadowZengetsu76: wait you noticed those?

ShadowZengetsu76: the spots i mean

BigPimpinGoku666: All due respect

BigPimpinGoku666: They’re so glaringly obvious. Go to the doctor they look actually painful

ShadowZengetsu76: well theyre not. and we did. the doctors did diddly shit to actually help even though theyve been there for a while.

ShadowZengetsu76: you would have known that if you actually checked in on my blog like a caring friend.

BigPimpinGoku666: Ugh

BigPimpinGoku666: I don’t check it because it sucks to see your friend dedicate all of his time to doing a grand total of three things

BigPimpinGoku666: Those include:

BigPimpinGoku666: 1. Sleeping

BigPimpinGoku666: 2. Playing World of Warcraft

BigPimpinGoku666: 3. Updating his blog

BigPimpinGoku666: Now drop the subject

ShadowZengetsu76: okay. fine.

ShadowZengetsu76: can you just get to the point why you decided to message me.

BigPimpinGoku666: I already did

BigPimpinGoku666: I just wanted to apologize and also bring awareness to what kind of medical anomaly shit is going on with you

BigPimpinGoku666: Is it biologically possible to completely change hex codes overnight?

ShadowZengetsu76: more like hecks codes because youre being really pednantic over dumb shit.

ShadowZengetsu76: dont even worry about it its really cool.

BigPimpinGoku666: Pedantic. The word is pedantic

ShadowZengetsu76: you literally just proved your own point ROFL.

BigPimpinGoku666: I pray for your future literary reputation. Only a Wish spell can save you now dumb fuck

ShadowZengetsu76: a what?

BigPimpinGoku666: Oh yeah

BigPimpinGoku666: I wanted to start playing Dungeons and Dragons with you guys

ShadowZengetsu76: im so not surprised that youre getting into that gay shit.

ShadowZengetsu76: what are you gonna start prancing around buck fucking naked while playing the pan flute.

BigPimpinGoku666: Why do you know what a pan flute is?

BigPimpinGoku666: If I didn’t know better, I would start assuming you want to do that

BigPimpinGoku666: The aforementioned nudism, I mean

ShadowZengetsu76: kill yourself ROFL.

ShadowZengetsu76: only reason why i know what a pan flute is is the fact that my dad gave me one when he went to rome. said something about the god also named pan and how he wanted to be like him.

BigPimpinGoku666: What??????????

BigPimpinGoku666: Why is your family like this LOL

ShadowZengetsu76: beats me.

ShadowZengetsu76: anyway i was taking the piss but dungeons and dickholes or whatever you said does sound fun.

BigPimpinGoku666: DRAGONS

BigPimpinGoku666: Anyway cool. I have everything set up at my place whenever you’d like to start playing

ShadowZengetsu76: how about saturday.

BigPimpinGoku666: Bitchin

BigPimpinGoku666: I still have to ask Johnny

ShadowZengetsu76: you didnt ask him yet?

BigPimpinGoku666: I didn’t have time

BigPimpinGoku666: Also I needed to apologize first otherwise I would feel like an asshole

ShadowZengetsu76: alright fair.

ShadowZengetsu76: see you at school man.

BigPimpinGoku666: That means a lot

BigPimpinGoku666: Also I got a Madagascar DVD that we could throw on while we play

ShadowZengetsu76: the fuck is madagascar.

so anyway i probably wont be active for a while. this doesnt mean that i still dont feel like shit i just need a break. and to be completely honest i feel like im betraying mike by playing dnd without him here. maybe its just me and my shitty brain. also i know i kind of shrugged off the eye thing but also the more i think about it the weirder it fucking gets. is that normal? i looked it up and i cant get a straight answer. in case any doctors follow this blog for some fucking reason message me.

i will say that my eyes do look way cooler so its not all bad.